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I know I create way to many of these posts but today really sucked. So i was moved over to L&D because the babies wouldn't cooperate for the NST. So my grandmother and sister come down, the only ones that bothered today, and my grandmother couldnt even treat me normally for ONE day. She really only came down because I was having heavy contractions and she thought she'd get to be here when they got here. Then every time I tried talking through the contractions she had something to say. Like I should have a catheter in because they had me hooked up to the NST. Then when I said my boyfriend was gonna bring some gifts down for me to open so that I wouldn't completely miss the baby shower and she comes out with "well the big stuff needs to stay where it is until the babies are ready to be discharged" all this while I'm having a massive contraction. So I went from kind of depressed because my disability hasnt kicked in and I couldnt take advantage of the sale and finally get my plaid, to really depressed because shes never really down here for me, no one really is. I dont know how much more of this I can take. I'm beginning to think that this was all a bad idea and I'm kinda starting to wish I had a time machine so I could go back in time and remain on birth control...